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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Friday, April 24, 2009
as some of you have already know,i didn't get through to NIE.yeah,it sucks pretty bad to get rejected.plus other added pressures,was driving me to emotional and mental exhaustion. i was bawling like crazy yesterday when i got the letter.kept beating myself up,like i always do whenever i'm so disappointed in myself.then i realised the reason why i wasn't accepted - i didn't show that i was actually passionate when answering the questions.my nerves got the better of me.but it all doesn't matter now.like i said before,there is always a damn good reason behind every shit that happens in life. despite the outcome,surprisingly i feel grateful for getting shortlisted because some people applied and got no reply at all.at least i can gauge now what kind of questions will be asked.i'm no quitter so i'll be applying for it again until i get it.i hope that the next round will be a good one. dearest was saying "don't worry,c'mon you have a diploma.it is not the end.even if you be a housewife in the future if we get married or get a low-paid job,it's alright because i am going to support you.i'll make sure i support you." it was really nice having him to console me.but hell no i ain't gonna be a housewife.haha. to those who are still waiting for a reply from NIE or NTU/NUS or whichever university or job,all the best to you. whatever the outcome is,there's a good reason for it. (: |